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Daily scriptural reflections by Fr. Rory Pitstick, SSL from Immaculate Heart Retreat Center in Spokane, WA
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Friday, February 29, 2008

Daily Retreat 03/01/08

2008 Mar 1 Sat: Lenten Weekday
Hos 6: 1-6/ Ps 50(51): 3-4. 18-19. 20-21ab/ Lk 18: 9-14

From today’s readings:
  “For it is love that I desire, not sacrifice, and knowledge of God rather than burnt offerings....  Jesus addressed this parable to those who were convinced of their own righteousness and despised everyone else.”

Come, let us return to the Lord!

The prophet Hosea certainly lives and gives one of the most poignant calls to return to the Lord - his tender reminder of the Lord’s words serve as a Lenten litmus test , “For it is love that I desire, not sacrifice, and knowledge of God rather than burnt offerings!”

Our prayer, fasting, and almsgiving of this holy season must thus be infused with both Love and Knowledge of God, and all of scripture is meant specifically to cultivate these.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/29/08

2008 Feb 29 Fri
Hos 14: 2-10/ Ps 80(81): 6c-8a. 8bc-9. 10-11ab. 14 and 17/ Mk 12: 28-34

From today’s readings:
  “Thus says the LORD: Return, O Israel, to the LORD, your God; you have collapsed through your guilt....  If only My people would hear Me, and Israel walk in My ways....  Hear, O Israel! The Lord our God is Lord alone! You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength....”

Return!

We've all had the experience of making a wrong turn in a congested downtown area, then driving  cluelessly about for awhile with no idea of how to get back on track, then breathing a sigh of  relief when we finally come across a sign pointing to the right road.

It's easy to see how that scenario is quite analogous to our spiritual life. It certainly is all too easy to get off track, and soon we find ourselves going around in circles or  wandering about aimlessly, having almost forgotten where we're supposed to be going.

But then, God graciously provides us with a sign that points to HIM, and we're reminded of where we're supposed to be going, and how to get there.  That's what the season of Lent is all about:  noticing the many signs that God provides for us that lead us to return to Him. Of course, no matter how clearly a sign may point to the right direction, one must freely choose to follow the sign in order to get back on track..... 

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/28/08

2008 Feb 28 Thu: Lenten Weekday
Jer 7: 23-28/ Ps 94(95): 1-2. 6-7. 8-9/ Lk 11: 14-23

From today’s readings:  “Thus says the LORD: Listen to My voice....   Harden not your hearts as at Meribah, as in the day of Massah in the desert, where your fathers tempted Me; they tested Me, though they had seen My works.....  Whoever is not with Me is against Me, and whoever does not gather with Me, scatters!”

Turn Back to the Lord or Turn Your Back to the Lord

The whole season of Lent is an earnest call to repentance, the admonition to turn back to the Lord with all our hearts.  Throughout these days, the scripture readings continually return us to this central message, which is also re–echoed in the Church’s liturgical prayers.

Yet in spite of the simple, unflagging insistence of this penitential invitation, many fail to hear it or, even worse, fail to act on it, effectively turning their back to the Lord, instead of turning back to the Lord!  This is the complaint voiced in the first reading:   Thus says the LORD: “This is what I commanded My people: Listen to My voice.... Walk in all the ways that I command you....  But they obeyed not, nor did they pay heed. They walked in the hardness of their evil hearts and turned their backs, not their faces, to Me.”

It is, of course, easy to point to so many other people we know who are turning their backs to the Lord.  But, while you and I do have an obligation to help such people hear the Lenten call to repentance, our primary responsibility is to commit OURSELVES whole-heartedly to repentance!  As the half-way point of Lent approaches, it’s time to honestly consider how seriously we’re taking that call to turn back to the Lord, and to repent of even the small ways in which we’re still turning our backs to the Lord!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/27/08

2008 Feb 27 Wed: Lenten Weekday
Dt 4:1. 5-9/ Ps 147: 12-13. 15-16. 19-20/ Mt 5: 17-19

From today’s readings:
  “What great nation has statutes and decrees that are as just as this whole law which I am setting before you today?...  He has proclaimed His word to Jacob, His statutes and His ordinances to Israel....  Whoever obeys and teaches these commandments will be called greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.”

God’s Commandments

Many think of any commandment just as an impingement on absolute freedom.  However, the commandments given to us by God lead us to fulfillment of the high dignity to which we are called and for which we were created - living our lives as loving children of God!  It is in fact when we transgress God’s commandments that we make ourselves less than what we are meant to be - when we lie, cheat, or steal, for example, we have cheapened ourselves, and hurt others in the process.

Moses points out how attractive are the commandments when lived out faithfully, demonstrating wisdom and intelligence in those who keep them.   When we realize this insight, we realize how much we have to gain by keeping God’s commandments, thereby giving us even more reason to faithfully fulfill everything God asks of us.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/26/08

2008 Feb 26 Tue: Lenten Weekday
Dn 3: 25. 34-43/ Ps 24(25): 4-5ab. 6 and 7bc. 8 and 9/ Mt 18: 21-35.

From today’s readings:  “But with contrite heart and humble spirit let us be received....  In Your kindness remember me, because of Your goodness, O LORD....  You wicked servant! I forgave you your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have had pity on your fellow servant, as I had pity on you?”

Contrite heart and humble spirit


Do you pray to God, or do you voice your personal demands and expectations for Him?  Do you approach God as your God (recognizing yourself as His creature) or do you approach Him as your personal indentured Genie-in-a-bottle?

Biblical prayers (such as that of Azariah in the Book of Daniel) demonstrate the need to approach God with a contrite heart and humble spirit.  “Contrite heart” means that we’re aware of our sins, and have contrition and remorse for them, and that, on account of our sins, we’re in no position to make demands on God, except when we explicitly pray for the fulfillment of what He has promised.  “Humble spirit” means that we recognize God’s majesty and our own littleness and insignificance.

When we approach God with contrite heart and humble spirit, He’s sure to “deal with us in Your kindness and great mercy. Deliver us by Your wonders, and bring glory to Your name, O Lord!”

Daily Retreat 02/25/08

2008 Feb 25 Mon: Lenten Weekday
2 Kgs 5: 1-15b/ Ps 41(42): 2. 3; 42(43): 3. 4/ Lk 4: 24-30

From today’s readings:
  “If the prophet had told you to do something extraordinary, would you not have done it?...   Athirst is my soul for the living God....  Amen, I say to you, no prophet is accepted in his own native place. ”

Extraordinary ways through ordinary means

As much as the Bible chronicles the extraordinary interventions of God in human history, an even more fundamental theme underlying all of scripture is that God is present and active through ordinary means as well. So often people sincerely pray, “God, speak to me, tell me what to do!” But, since they’re only looking to hear an extraordinary voice from Heaven, they tune out  the ordinary method of hearing God’s Word, when it is proclaimed in Church.

Naaman the leper learned this hard-to-swallow insight long ago at the time of Elisha the prophet.  Naaman was bitterly disappointed when Elisha proposed the ordinary action of washing in the Jordan river as the extraordinary means for God’s healing.  When he was ready to leave in disgust without trying the ordinary sounding solution, Naaman’s servants reasoned with him that there was nothing to lose, and since he wouldn’t have hesitated to go along with an extraordinary suggestion, why not follow Elisha’s ordinary directions?  “So Naaman went down and plunged into the Jordan seven times at the word of the man of God. His flesh became again like the flesh of a little child, and he was clean!”

Similarly, our faith assures us that you and I can welcome God in our lives in so many ordinary ways, particularly through the sacraments and in prayer, fasting, and almsgiving.  Now, if the Bible particularly recommended a certain extraordinary means for drawing closer to God (e.g., a 50-mile barefooted pilgrimage), then surely you and I would undertake that suggestion, no matter how demanding it might seem! Yet because our God so loved us, He committed Himself to quite ordinary means of assuring us of His presence, but because the means are so ordinary, so many people don’t bother taking advantage of them!

This Lent, learn the leper’s lesson about letting God touch our lives in extraordinary ways, but through ordinary means.  So, go to confession, come to Church even more than once a week, read the Bible, commit yourself to prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, and by Easter, celebrate your extraordinary closeness to God!

Daily Retreat 02/24/08

2008 Feb 24 SUN: THIRD SUNDAY OF LENT.
Ex 17: 3-7/ Ps 94(95): 1-2. 6-7. 8-9/ Rom 5: 1-2. 5-8/ Jn 4: 5-42

From today’s readings: “In those days, in their thirst for water, the people grumbled against Moses....  If today you hear His voice, harden not your hearts....   Hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit....   If you knew the gift of God and who is saying to you, ‘Give Me a drink,‘ you would have asked Him and He would have given you living water.”

Still Thirsty

Even though we’ve all been thirsty before, and we may have even used the words more than once, few, if any, have been at the point of literally “dying of thirst.”  How horrendous it would be to be stranded in the middle of a desert with the ever-radiant sun as your worst enemy, and no water at all, no water at all....

And yet, that’s the very predicament the Israelites found themselves in when our first reading takes up this episode in their Exodus.  So awful was their thirst, that they peered across the burning sand all the back to Egypt, the land of their slavery, where even the crushing yoke of slavery loomed more welcoming to them than the terror of dying of dehydration.

So they cursed and complained about Moses, their leader, and about their God who had chosen such an arid airhead as their leader.  How they must have jeered:  “He’s called ‘Moses’ because he was ‘drawn from the water’ - we need a new leader who will draw us to the water!”

But God had made no mistake in electing Moses, and neither had Moses made a mistake in leading the people out of Egypt into the desert.  No, but the mistake (the sin, in fact) lay in the hardened hearts of those who, at the waters of Meribah and Massah, tempted and tested the Lord, even though they had seen His works.  How could they ever doubt that the Lord could and would satiate their thirst when they had witnessed His miraculous mastery over the waters of the Red Sea which, at His word, had been transformed into the spillgates of their liberation?

And yet, many today harbor hardened hearts which echo the mumbling and grumbling of those provoked by scanty rations provided by Providence . “I don’t have enough money to make ends meet....  I don’t have enough clothes to be considered fashionable.... I don’t have enough friends to be considered popular....  I don’t have enough peace and quiet to hear myself think....  I don’t have enough free time to do what I want to do with my life!”

But regardless of which wishing well we use to slake such thirsts, we always find ourselves thirsty again, and predictably, even more thirsty than before!  And no wonder, for we moderns aren’t dying of thirst in the middle of a desert - we’re dying of thirst in the middle of the ocean!  Our modern lifestyle claims that it can quench every thirst, so we’ve deliberately marooned  ourselves in the midst of a sea of salty and sorry substitutes for that living water once offered to the woman at the well.  For clearly, the water of this world will never “well up to eternal life” - we know that well enough instinctively, but even so, we still prefer to re-learn that experientially as we insist on “just one more sip” of the dehydrated soft and hard drinks on tap in the secular city.

But we’re still dying of thirst - no matter how often we wet our whistle with the insipid beverages of this world’s best, we’re still dying of thirst!  And as soon as you and I realize that, then perhaps we’ll fully and finally recognize the Gift of God, the One whose words we heard today, “Give Me a drink” - and we would ask Him, and He would give us His living water!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/23/08

2008 Feb 23 Sat: Lenten Weekday/ Polycarp, bp, mt
Mi 7: 14-15. 18-20/ Ps 102(103): 1-2. 3-4. 9-10. 11-12/ Lk 15: 1-3. 11-32

From today’s readings:  “Who is there like You, the God who removes guilt and pardons sin for the remnant of His inheritance?...  He redeems your life from destruction, He crowns you with kindness and compassion....  Then let us celebrate with a feast, because this son of mine was dead, and has come to life again; he was lost, and has been found!”

The Good News of Lent


We’ve seen what a mistake it is to view Lent as a gloomy season, mired in sinful preoccupations.  Instead, these days are specifically intended to give us a renewed appreciation for, and acceptance of, the great mercy of God.  The book of the prophet Micah concludes in this vein of joyful wonder:

“Who is there like You, the God who removes guilt and pardons sin for the remnant of His inheritance; Who does not persist in anger forever, but delights rather in clemency, and will again have compassion on us, treading underfoot our guilt? You will cast into the depths of the sea all our sins; You will show faithfulness to Jacob, and grace to Abraham, as you have sworn to our fathers from days of old!”

That’s the same Good News that Jesus preached and embodied - nothing gloomy about that!

Daily Retreat 02/22/08

2008 Feb 22 Fri: Chair of Peter, ap F.
1 Pt 5: 1-4/ Ps 22(23): 1-3a. 4. 5. 6/ Mt 16: 13-19

From today’s readings:  “Do not lord it over those assigned to you, but be examples to the flock....  The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want....  I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build My Church, and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against it.”

A Chair?


The Feast of the Chair of Peter is celebrated today - certainly a bizarre enough sounding title for a celebration!  But the object of celebration, of course, is not a piece of furniture, but rather, an office - and not the type of office that would serve as room for a chair and a desk, but rather, an office of service, a position of leadership.

Although not the first Apostle called by Christ, Simon Peter is nonetheless always listed first in the gospel lists of the apostles’ names, and he clearly served as chairman of the original apostolic college - not necessarily because of his own natural charisma as a leader, but because, as Matthew’s gospel records, Peter was commissioned by Jesus Himself (also note Luke 22:31-32 and John 21:15-19).

This Petrine office of Church leadership is better known as the papacy.  In fact, from Peter to Pope Benedict XVI, the historically documented succession of 265 popes personally links each of the Peter’s successors in that line of service and leadership in Christ’s Church.  And that’s something that is worthy of a feastday celebration!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/21/08

2008 Feb 21 Thu: Lenten Weekday/ Peter Damian, bp, dr
Jer 17: 5-10/ Ps 1: 1-2. 3. 4 and 6/ Lk 16: 19-31

From today’s readings:  “I, the LORD, alone probe the mind and test the heart, To reward everyone according to his ways, according to the merit of his deeds....  For the LORD watches over the way of the just, but the way of the wicked vanishes.....  If they will not listen to Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded if someone should rise from the dead.”

Who knows the human heart?

Despite some helpful and legitimate insights from philosophy, psychology, and allied fields, so much of human nature remains enigmatic to our modern world - as is pointed out in the book of Jeremiah, “More tortuous than all else is the human heart, beyond remedy; who can understand it?”

Quite simply, man by himself cannot fathom the mystery of man!  But the Creator of Man can and does, of course, understand and know everything about human nature, so the most profound insights about the human mind and human heart necessarily come only from Revelation given by the One Who alone can “probe the mind and test the heart.”

So whenever we find ourselves misguided or on the wrong path, it’s time to renounce the ways we’ve trusted in worldly wisdom instead of divine Wisdom.  Lent is our privileged time to do just this as we chew on the basic choice of life:  “Cursed is the man who trusts in human beings, who seeks his strength in flesh, whose heart turns away from the LORD....[But] blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose hope is the LORD!”

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/20/08

2008 Feb 20 Wed: Lenten Weekday
Jer 18: 18-20/ Ps 30(31): 5-6. 14. 15-16/ Mt 20: 17-28

From today’s readings:  “Heed me, O LORD, and listen to what my adversaries say. Must good be repaid with evil that they should dig a pit to take my life?...  You will free me from the snare they set for me, for You are my refuge. Into Your hands I commend my spirit; You will redeem me, O LORD, O faithful God....   Can you drink the chalice that I am going to drink?”

The Price of Faithful Prophecy


Jeremiah was perhaps the most unpopular of all the prophets - his unrelenting call to repentance and warnings about the inevitably disastrous consequences of evil choices caused the people and princes to hate him and frame him as an insurgent killjoy.  Time and time again, Jeremiah finds himself a hunted man, and why?  Simply because he faithfully lived up to his God-given vocation to serve as a prophet!  Justifiably upset at the persecution he’s suffered as a result of his faithfulness,  he complains, “Must good be repaid with evil that they should dig a pit to take my life?”  

Faithfully carrying out God’s will in our lives is always a challenge, particularly when the good we do unto others is, at times, repaid with evil. At such moments, you and I need to follow Jeremiah’s example as he turned to God and poured his heart out in prayer!  The God-given mission of bringing the Good News to a weary, sinful world is not to be called off simply because the Message and messengers are not received with open arms.  In fact, God sends His most faithful agents to situations where He knows they will be confronted with ingratitude, indifference, rejection, and opposition, because it is the people with such attitudes that stand most in need of the transforming power of the Gospel!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/19/08

2008 Feb 19 Tue: Lenten Weekday
Is 1: 10. 16-20/ Ps 49(50): 8-9. 16bc-17. 21.23/ Mt 23: 1-12

From today’s readings:  “Come now, let us set things right, says the LORD: Though your sins be like scarlet, they may become white as snow; Though they be crimson red, they may become white as wool....  I will correct you by drawing them up before your eyes....  Whoever exalts himself will be humbled; but whoever humbles himself will be exalted.”

"If you are willing and obey...."

Since the Word of God unmasks the Devil's deceptions, thereby enabling us to see the brutal, contagious ugliness of sin, choosing good and refusing evil is a pretty straightforward choice, at least in theory.   In practice, however, you and I too often continue to choose the ugliness of sin, mostly because we "refuse and resist" God's saving revelation.

Remember, God's grace in leading us to conversion is never imposed upon us - we must be willing and accepting of it, and as a prerequisite, we must commit ourselves to obeying His commandments and instructions.  The Devil attempts to cast God as a mad dictator who imposes his will on us for his own glorification and our own consternation.  In reality, God's very rational directions for life are more like those of a traffic cop:  when we obey such orders, we protect ourselves and others from getting hurt and stay on the right road; when we disobey, we get ourselves and others in trouble and danger.

Daily Retreat 02/18/08

2008 Feb 18 Mon: Lenten Weekday
Dn 9: 4b-10/ Ps 78(79): 8. 9. 11 and 13/ Lk 6: 36-38

From today’s readings:  “Lord, great and awesome God, You who keep Your merciful covenant toward those who love You and observe Your commandments! We have sinned, been wicked and done evil; we have rebelled and departed from Your commandments and Your laws....  Lord, do not deal with us according to our sins....  Be merciful, just as Your Father is merciful.  Stop judging, and you will not be judged.  Stop condemning, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven!”

Collective Guilt

So many of the prophets and saints have, in addition to a keen sense of contrition for personal sins, an equally zealous spirit of penance for sins of all the people.  Rather than coldly but justifiably disassociating themselves from the sins of others, such saints imitate Christ by committing themselves to penance on behalf of others, thereby joining themselves to the saving mission of Christ.

Chapter nine of the book of Daniel includes one of the most penitential prayers in the whole Bible - throughout the prayer, the holy prophet deliberately accepts more than his share of the collective guilt of his nation as he intercedes fervently for all the people.  Even though he came before Christ's revelation of the fullness of God's mercy, Daniel is still acutely aware of God's willingness, in spite of our unworthiness, to forgive us, concluding near the end of his prayer, "we do not present our supplications before Thee on the ground of our righteousness, but on the ground of Thy great mercy!" (Dan 9:18).

For each one of us, the penance of Lent must begin with personal contrition for our own sins as individuals, but, following Daniel's example and joining ourselves to the saving mission of Christ, you and I can and should also shoulder some of the weight of the heavy cross of our collective guilt.  A timely idea for doing this is to choose any one of the great societal evils of our day, and commit yourself to a daily Lenten act of penance, invoking God's mercy and calling on Christ's redemptive self-sacrifice in reparation for that particular evil, seeking the compassion and forgiveness that God is so ready to give all His children who call upon Him!

Friday, February 15, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/17/08

2008 Feb 17: SECOND SUNDAY OF LENT
Gn 12: 1-4a/ Ps 32(33): 4-5. 18-19. 20. 22/ 2 Tm 1: 8b-10/ Mt 17: 1-9

From today’s readings: “Go forth from the land of your kinsfolk and from your father’s house to a land that I will show you....  Lord, let Your mercy be on us, as we place our trust in You....  He saved us and called us to a holy life, not according to our works but according to His own design and the grace bestowed on us in Christ Jesus....  Jesus took Peter, James, and John his brother, and led them up a high mountain by themselves....”

Figure the Transfiguration

Perhaps you’ve noted the unchangeable pattern: EVERY Lent, the Gospel of the first Sunday of the season focuses on the Lord’s 40 day retreat to the desert, where He encountered Satan and his temptations.  Then, EVERY Lent, the Gospel of the second Sunday of the season recounts our Lord’s Transfiguration.

It’s clear, of course, why the first Sunday’s scripture passage is ideal at the start of our own 40 day “retreat” in the penitential season of Lent, when through prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, you and I and the whole mystical Body of Christ pledge ourselves to follow our Lord’s example in turning away from temptation and sin to embrace and live the Gospel more faithfully.

But the reasons why today, on the second Sunday of Lent, the Church directs our meditation on the Lord’s Transfiguration, are less obvious, though paradoxically so, since this miracle specifically was meant to obviate the apostles’ objections to the scandal of the cross.  For by studying the Gospels, we note that the Transfiguration was immediately preceded by our Lord’s very specific prophecy about His impending passion, death, and resurrection.  To put it mildly, such an announcement would hardly have been received by the apostles as “Good News” in any way at all! The Transfiguration, then, was intended to allay their confusion and fears, to help Christ’s followers understand that the glory of His resurrection would convincingly eclipse even the shadows of His passion and death.

A concrete comparison should shed a bit of light on the matter.  If I were to hand you an unlit Roman candle, fountain, or even fancier firework, you could certainly imagine the potential packed therein for a pyrotechnic display and dazzling array of colorful sparkles that would add pizzazz to the drabbest night sky.  

And yet, what if you had never personally witnessed any such fireworks?  I, in fact, grew up in a region where most personal fireworks were illegal, so the magic boasts of those who manned the fireworks stands seemed, not just exaggerated, but positively outlandish!  If such had been your lot, then you too, having been handed an unlit firework, would look at the crude tube I had presented to you with a certain skepticism, and if you fancied the firework’s colorful wrapping, you might even find folly in my plan to subject and sacrifice it to the flames.

But after a demonstration of what even a little flower firework can do, the exciting suspense of setting off a huge fountain would be surely something to look forward to!  Then, there would be no hesitation in lighting the wick which would indeed ruin the outer package but only in order to release the payload inside, so that it would glow and erupt into a polychromatic blaze of flamboyant flames and sparkling sparks that would fight even night with the brightest light!

So the Transfiguration of Jesus was a stunning preview for Peter, James, and John of the ineffable glory of the Resurrection.  They couldn’t imagine why Jesus, whom they loved enough just as He was, should suffer death to His bodily self.  And yet when He was transfigured before them, and His face shone like the sun and His clothes became white as light, then they began to see (and so you and I re-Lent to see!) how much more there is to Him than just the outer package of His bodily self!  Then the perturbing Messianic prophecies of Moses and Elijah no longer seem so outlandish, or even exaggerated, for only when the wick of the Cross was lit could one look forward to the Resurrection, with its polychromatic blaze of the greatest grace that would vanquish the shadow of sin and ever put to flight death’s darkest night with God’s brightest light!

Daily Retreat 02/16/08

2008 Feb 16 Sat: Lenten Weekday
Dt 26: 16-19/ Ps 118(119): 1-2. 4-5. 7-8/ Mt 5: 43-48

From today’s readings:  “Today you are making this agreement with the LORD: He is to be your God and you are to walk in His ways and observe His statutes, commandments and decrees, and to hearken to His voice....  You have commanded that Your precepts be diligently kept. Oh, that I might be firm in the ways of keeping Your statutes!...  I say to you, love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your heavenly Father, for He makes His sun rise on the bad and the good, and causes rain to fall on the just and the unjust.”

The Deal about God

God creates us, God redeems us from sin, God adopts us as His children, God sanctifies us, God showers us with His blessings, God calls us to the fullness of life with Him in Heaven.  God does a lot for us!  It's only natural that He would have some expectations on our part - not that anything we can do for God would ever entitle us to such generosity on His part, but we can at least show our appreciation and our commitment to use wisely the blessings He's given to us, and share these blessings with others.

Thousands of years ago, Moses remarked, "Today you are making this agreement with the LORD: He is to be your God, and you are to walk in His ways and observe His statutes, commandments and decrees, and to hearken to His voice."   

Note that those who recognize the Lord as God, must, at the same time, commit themselves to living life His way.  During this season of Lent, the Scriptures remind us to examine if we've been shirking our end of the deal, and to remember: now is the time to start living up to what God expects of us!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/15/08

2008 Feb 15 Fri: Lenten Weekday. Day of abstinence from meat (age 14 and up).
Ez 18: 21-28/ Ps 129(130): 1-2. 3-4. 5-7a. 7bc-8/ Mt 5: 20-26

From today’s readings:  “Hear now, house of Israel: Is it My way that is unfair, or rather, are not your ways unfair?...If You, O Lord, mark iniquities, who can stand?...I tell you, unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. ”

Who’s not fair?

“It’s not fair!” is the battle cry of those who perceive a violation of justice, and in cases of objective injustice, the iniquity should certainly be addressed.  But there are also cases of subjective unfairness, when the injustice only exists in the mind of the one raising the complaint.

All that God has decreed must be recognized as completely just and as the most objective standard, so those who would complain that God isn’t living up to their own standards of fairness are engaged in the folly of presuming to judge God, who is all-just!

Through the prophet Ezekiel, God explains His justice: to his very last breath, the sinner has the opportunity to repent of sins and be embraced by God’s forgiveness.  This is the very best of the Good News!  On the other hand, even a virtuous man can commit a mortal sin and forfeit eternal life (this is yet another warning against the sin of presumption, since this dreadful possibility must be admitted as a consequence of the reality of free will).  In other words, for better or for worse, it’s not too late to change!  May this day, and every day remaining in our lives, be recorded as days on which you and I turned away from sin and committed ourselves to keeping God’s commandments and doing what is right and just!

Daily Retreat 02/14/08

2008 Feb 14 Thu: Lenten Weekday/ Cyril and Methodius, bps
Est C: 12. 14-16. 23-25/ Ps 137(138): 1-2ab. 2cde-3. 7c-8/ Mt 7: 7-12

From today’s readings:  “Queen Esther, seized with mortal anguish, had recourse to the LORD....  Lord, on the day I called for help, You answered me....  If you then, who are wicked, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good things to those who ask Him....”

God, Our Last Recourse

The Bible, all of history, and often enough our own lives too tell the tale of the frantic search for aid in moments of dire need, and when no other help is to be found, God is finally invoked as the last recourse. The prayer of Queen Esther, at the very heart of that book of the Bible, is such an instance of turning to God as the only hope for her and her people.

Yes, God is there when we need Him most, but, it’s good to remember too that, in truth, we always need Him!  Jesus taught that we should turn to God in prayer, not just when we’ve tried everything else, but at all times in life, even for our “daily bread.”  Prayer in our life then should not be something extraordinary - every day should be lived with its share of asking, seeking, knocking, praying to our God as our first recourse!

Daily Retreat 02/13/08

2008 Feb 13 Wed: Lenten Weekday
Jon 3: 1-10/ Ps 50(51): 3-4. 12-13. 18-19/ Lk 11: 29-32

From today’s readings:  “Jonah began his journey through the city, and had gone but a single day’s walk announcing, ‘Forty days more and Nineveh shall be destroyed,’ when the people of Nineveh believed God; they proclaimed a fast and all of them, great and small, put on sackcloth....   A heart contrite and humbled, O God, You will not spurn....  This generation is an evil generation; it seeks a sign, but no sign will be given it, except the sign of Jonah.”

Jonah and Jesus

Despite his initial reluctance to go and prophesy in Nineveh, Jonah had unmatched success in completing his mission - the king and the people of Nineveh believed God, proclaimed a fast, and committed themselves to doing penance.  This was all the more remarkable because Nineveh was a pagan and evil city, and Jonah himself was not the most zealous of prophets, nor was his own life the most elegant example of personal holiness.

Why couldn’t Jesus, the most zealous and holy of all, match Jonah’s success?  There are always three factors involved in conversion:  God’s grace, past and immediate circumstances, and the person’s free response.  Grace is never lacking, but also is never forcefully imposed.  Circumstances are never ultimately the decisive factor, but they certainly can either enhance or inhibit the receptivity to grace.  Free will, then, is always the critical variable.  Nineveh converted, in spite of the handicap of circumstances, because its citizens chose freely to embrace the grace of Jonah’s prophetic warnings.   The evil generation hearing Jesus did not convert, in spite of the advantages of circumstances, because its citizens chose freely to reject the grace of Christ’s presence.

In our own day too, grace is never lacking.  Admittedly, the circumstances have changed drastically - on the one hand, the culture of death markedly inhibits receptivity to grace, but, in any case, it’s debatable whether this ambience is more inhospitable than that of Nineveh; and on the other hand, the culture of life engendered by Christ’s Gospel has an ascendant vitality that reaches, in some way at least, to every person on the planet.   So, free will is still the critical variable.  You and I and all our contemporaries can choose to embrace God’s call to repentance, or we can ignore it, in which case, “at the judgment, the men of Nineveh will arise with this generation and condemn it, because at the preaching of Jonah they repented, and there is something greater than Jonah here.”

Monday, February 11, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/12/08

2008 Feb 12 Tue: Lenten Weekday
I Is 55: 10-11/ Ps 33(34): 4-5. 6-7. 16-17. 18-19/ Mt 6: 7-15

From today’s readings:  “Thus says the LORD: Just as from the heavens the rain and snow come down ... So shall My word be that goes forth from My mouth.... The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; and those who are crushed in spirit He saves.... This is how you are to pray:  Our Father who art in Heaven....”

The Fruitful Word of God

In the first reading, God explains that His Word is like the rain and snow that come from above, irrigate the earth, and then return after completing their purpose of bringing fertility to the land.  Jesus, the Word of God, came down from Heaven and became flesh when Mary welcomed the Annunciation of the Angel.  Christ’s life, Passion, saving death, and glorious Resurrection brought the blossom of the New Covenant to the ends of the earth.   When His end on earth was achieved, Jesus ascended into Heaven, returning to the Father.

Likewise, the Word of God in Scripture is never to be barren: when we listen and read, and allow it to take root in our heart and make a difference in our lives, then we have the glorious privilege of grafting ourselves to that Word whose destiny is nothing less than to return to God in Heaven!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/11/08

2008 Feb 11 Mon: Lenten Weekday / Our Lady of Lourdes
Lv 19: 1-2. 11-18/ Ps 18(19): 8. 9. 10. 15/ Mt 25: 31-46

From today’s readings:  “You shall love your neighbor as yourself....  The law of the LORD is perfect, refreshing the soul....  Amen, I say to you, whatever you did for one of these least brothers of Mine, you did for Me.”

Be holy, for I, the LORD, your God, am holy!

In a word, “Holiness” is the goal of Christian living, and Heaven is the home of the holy.  And God explains that the best reason to be holy is not connected with any reward for holiness - rather, God simply says, “Be holy, for I, the Lord your God, am holy!”

So to be holy, is to be like God.  Now, since we were made in the image and likeness of God, holiness is not something foreign to us - it suits us best, in fact, like a tailor-made suit fits best.  Yet because of Original Sin, we all have an inclination to sin, even though that is something foreign to us.  Suited in sin, we become like the teenage boy who wears ridiculously baggy pants, or the teenage girl who wears uncomfortable skintight clothing - by all objective standards, such teenagers are poorly dressed, even if subjectively they’re convinced by their peers that such styles somehow lead to popularity.  No matter how hard they might assert that these funny fashions fit them, in truth, if they were separated from the subjective aura of their classmates, more practical fashions would prevail.

So it is with our sins - in our immaturity, we irrationally allow ourselves to become attached to things with only an illusory appeal, even though such things don’t suit our noble nature as children of God.  Lent is a time to detach ourselves from the subjective aura of worldly views and return to the objective standard of what is good for us, namely, holiness, everything that God says is good for us!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/10/08

2008 Feb 10 SUN: FIRST SUNDAY OF LENT
Gn 2: 7-9; 3: 1-7/ Ps 50(51): 3-4. 5-6. 12-13. 17/ Rom 5: 12-19 / Mt 4: 1-11

From today’s readings:
“The woman saw that the tree was good for food, pleasing to the eyes, and desirable for gaining wisdom, so she took some of its fruit and ate it; and she also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it....  Be merciful, O Lord, for we have sinned....  Through one man sin entered the world, and through sin, death, and thus death came to all men, inasmuch as all sinned....  At that time Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil....”

A Closer Look at Temptation

Temptation is NOT the same thing as sin.  Sin is a deliberate transgression against the will of God.   Temptation, however, is an initially involuntary invitation to sin, the “lure and enticement of desire,” a diabolic disguising of evil as something somehow appealing in some way.   It begins as a mere suggestion, but then can grow exponentially more convincing if the person tempted willingly takes delight in the temptation, culminating in the full consent to temptation and the resolution to make it happen.  However, it doesn’t have to reach that point of actualization:  as long as the door is held shut against temptation, as long as it is securely leashed up and tamed, temptation is not sinful in itself.

Generally speaking, there are two types of temptation: external (those temptations which originate outside a person, such as a scantily clad model), and internal (those temptations which well up from within, such as the lazy idea of sleeping in and missing Sunday mass).  It’s important that we recognize the distinction, because, as we will see, the strategy of resistance is different for each.  

The distinction is also crucial in order to understand how Jesus, though being Divine, could still be tempted.  As the Gospels affirm, Jesus was certainly a target of the devil’s external temptations.  As we shall see, however, He was not susceptible to any internal temptations because of the healthy harmony of His human nature.  St. Gregory the Great explains that “Temptation is brought to fulfillment by three stages: suggestion, delight, and consent.  When we’re in temptation, we often fall through delight and then through consent.... But God, incarnate in the womb of a virgin, came without sin into the world, and so suffers no conflict within Himself.  He could therefore be tempted by suggestion, but the delight of sin could never touch His mind.  So all these temptations of the devil were from without, not from within Him.” Incidentally, that’s why misrepresentations which saddle Christ with internal temptations (such as Kazantzakis' The Last Temptation ) are theologically bankrupt and ultimately blasphemous.

To continue, then, we should note that the human race fell to external temptation before internal temptation.  You see, Adam and Eve, in their state of original innocence, enjoyed an almost unimaginable privilege - they had no concupiscence, they had no weakened nature that inclined them to sin.   So they were essentially free of internal temptation, and even extremely well-endowed to handle external temptation.

This meant that neither of them would ever have slipped into selfishness and self-pity; nor lapsed into lies, lust, laziness and thoughtlessness; nor would they have been grabbed by greed or pricked by pride or jealousy .  Now I’m not saying they absolutely couldn’t have committed such sins - it’s just that Adam and Eve, in their state of innocence, had remarkable resistance to sin.

First, their internal temptation was like a harmless puppy dozing at their feet with their human nature like a simple latch-less door which they could always hold closed to external temptation.  But many have forgotten or never been taught another important point: to further secure that door against the intrusion of sin, Adam and Eve were also bolstered with the bar of what is known as “original justice” or  “preternatural integrity.”   

What is meant by those terms?  Well, remember, our first parents were not doomed to death - they could have circumvented it because of a singular gift from God preserving them from corporal corruption and disorder.  This gift of original justice thus served as a reinforcement to further barricade the door to temptation securely shut.  Entrusted to Adam and Eve, this security bar would have ideally also served as a perpetual heirloom for all their children.  So in this state, temptation could only enter if they intentionally unbarred the door and let it open.

So, Adam and Eve originally never argued over unimportant things (like so many other couples we know) - whatever minor disagreements arose would have quickly been dissolved by their mutual love and respect, or they would have been resolved with civil, mature, rational discussion.  Now you see why I said their freedom from concupiscence was almost unimaginable!

But then came the serpent, with a particularly twisty example of external temptation.  And instead of keeping their door safely closed to temptation, Adam and Eve disobeyed God - they  irreparably splintered the preternatural security bar and deliberately opened the door by delighting in the temptation and consenting to the serpentine suggestion to sin.

As you know, that original sin mortally weakened Adam and Eve and infected them and all their future progeny with concupiscence.  From that point on, lacking the security bar of original justice, Adam and Eve and all their descendants could only keep sin out by constant vigilance in holding the door to external temptation  shut.  But to make matters worse, the disturbance of original sin also spooked and vexed  the puppy of internal temptation, so that it was no longer very tame, and quickly grew into a rather relentless and temperamental hound.

As you can now see, Adam’s household was in a most distressing and depressing predicament: if he concentrated on holding the door shut against the ceaseless battering from temptations outside, then the brunt and brute of temptation would wreak sinful havoc inside.  On the other hand, if he focused on subduing the untamed beast within, then the undefended door would be breached by diabolic forces.  True enough, by perfect partnering, Adam and Eve were in a position to help each other substantially in keeping sin at bay, but so often, instead of cooperating, they would just end up arguing over whose fault it all was!  And of course, whenever they bickered, all kinds of temptations would capitalize on their lack of diligence.  Then too, before long, there was even a newborn baby to take care of, so we can just imagine Adam and Eve  “raising Cain” there in that sorry mess of a household that he and his siblings were born into, thanks again to the original sin!


Finally, providentially, a Man named Jesus Christ entered Adam’s household.  As He was a skilled carpenter, He refit the door in short order with a doubly secure cross-bar which crushed the sinful stem; then, He promptly soothed the beast down with a just a handful of His water, which also washed away even the rust of sin.  It was clear that here at last was a Man who knew exactly how to defeat the devil at the door, for the dogged mutt of internal temptations obediently lay still before Him, and the barrage of external temptations failed utterly to dislodge His formidable cross-bar!

This Man Jesus then taught Adam’s family (I mean, His own family!)
to follow Him in foiling sin,
in taming temptation, both without and within.  

“First, take up the Cross,” He said,
“and use it to mark your head,
as you wash yourself with a Baptism of My water,
which makes of you the Father’s son or daughter!
Then with My Spirit, I will Confirm you,
name you again, and strengthen anew!

“Learn quickly: NEVER feed that hound at your feet; instead,  
Tame it! Train it!  Keep it fast, and put it to bed.
Should it ever grow wild, tarry not, but kennel it
with Penance, and then with penance again pummel it!

“Allow Me to feed you weekly - that’s what I came for!
Then pray, and retrace daily My cross which seals the door,
and NEVER open that, but stay content in the Father’s House;
Taught by My friends, read My Book, alone, or with your spouse.

“As you’ve seen Me do, you too, help and love one another!
Give of yourself. Forgive by yourself, 77 times, your brother.
I’ll stay with you, even in Sickness, unless you crowd Me out
by opening the door, unleashing the beast, yielding to doubt.

“But should you call Me once more, even then
 I, the Good Shepherd, will find you again!
And finally, I’ll take you to be with Me
and My Father and Spirit, eternally.”

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/09/08

2008 Feb 9 Sat: Saturday after Ash Wednesday
Is 58: 9b-14/ Ps 85(86): 1-2. 3-4. 5-6/ Lk 5: 27-32

From today’s readings: “If you hold back your foot on the Sabbath from following your own pursuits on MY holy day....  You, O Lord, are good and forgiving, abounding in kindness to all who call upon You....  Those who are healthy do not need a physician, but the sick do. I have not come to call the righteous to repentance but sinners....”


Whose day?


I’m only 39 years old, so I certainly don’t pretend to speak with the wisdom of age, and it’s ludicrous for someone of my generation to pine away for “the good old days.”  However, one of the societal ills which I wince to see steadily advancing every year is the Profaning of the Sabbath, the dwindling Christian commitment to clearly identify all of Sunday as the Lord’s Day!

The sanctification of the Sabbath goes all the way back to Creation (cf. Genesis 2:3), and is confirmed in the Decalogue (cf. Exodus 20:8-11).  Then, the Sabbath of the Old Testament was transferred from Saturday to Sunday when Jesus made that His day of resurrection - Revelations 1:10 mentions “the Lord’s Day,” which St. Ignatius and St. Justin and other patristic writers confirm is celebrated on Sunday.

As the number of Christians grew in the Roman Empire, so did the commitment for keeping the Lord’s day holy, until the practice became firmly established everywhere Christianity flourished, bolstered by unanimous custom and, often enough, even the force of civil law.

Only a few short decades ago, Sunday was universally recognized as being the “Lord’s Day,” the first (and most important) day of the week!  Now, however, in America and other nations, Sunday has slipped from first to last place, consigned, as it is, to the tail of a shady partnership with Saturday as the “week end,” which nowadays is clearly considered prime time for shopping, yard work, travel, and athletic events.  Oh, and if you feel especially inspired, you might go to church on Sunday as well, as long as it doesn’t interfere too much with other plans.

While the nonchalant air of impunity is a peculiarly perturbing modernization of Sabbath infringement, Scripture attests that it’s not entirely new, this commercial encroachment on God’s evidently unsecured claim to a whole day of the week.  For the word of the Lord was heard in Isaiah’s day:

“If you hold back your foot on the Sabbath from following your own pursuits on MY holy day;
If you call the Sabbath a delight, and the LORD's holy day honorable;
If you honor it by not following your ways, seeking your own interests, or speaking with malice– Then you shall delight in the LORD, and I will make you ride on the heights of the earth; I will nourish you with the heritage of Jacob, your father, for the mouth of the LORD has spoken.”

Will the word of the Lord be heard in our day?  That depends on you and me, and all those we can interest in rebuilding ancient ruins and raising up the foundations from ages past - clearly, there is a great breach to be repaired, for the good Lord (who gives us every day of our lives) is certainly entitled to weekly worship and a bit of our “quality time,” and the virtuous and easiest way to insure it fits well in our schedule is to mark the Lord’s day as the first day of our week.

Daily Retreat 02/08/08

2008 Feb 8 Fri: Friday after Ash Wednesday
Is 58: 1-9a/ Ps 50(51): 3-4. 5-6ab. 18-19/ Mt 9: 14-15

From today’s readings:  “Would that today you might fast so as to make your voice heard on high....  Have mercy on me, O God, in Your goodness; in the greatness of Your compassion wipe out my offense....  Can the wedding guests mourn as long as the bridegroom is with them? ”

A Humble, Contrite Heart

Just two days ago, we started the penitential season of Lent, praying the same psalm selected today, which  begins, “Have mercy on me, O God...” and is either psalm 50 or psalm 51 (for inessential reasons, two valid ways of numbering the psalms are in circulation).  Since there are 150 psalms, it might seem like the Church is lacking originality and variety in repeating the same psalm so soon.  But it’s no lack of creativity that led to the re-run of this psalm - rather, it’s the undeniable suitability of this psalm for the whole Lenten season that explains why it comes up, at one time or another, in the lectionary at least once in nearly every week of Lent.

It is, in effect, the psalm par excellence of Lent, so copy it down, and pray it everyday, and learn it by heart - a humble, contrite heart!

Daily Retreat 02/07/08

2008 Feb 7 Thu: Thursday after Ash Wednesday
Dt 30: 15-20/ Ps 1: 1-2. 3. 4 and 6/ Lk 9: 22-25

From today’s readings:  “I have set before you life and death, the blessing and the curse. Choose life, then, that you and your descendants may live, by loving the LORD, your God, heeding His voice, and holding fast to Him....  Blessed the man who follows not the counsel of the wicked....  If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow Me.”

Free Will

Much has been said about the irresponsible “victim” mentality that has become tragically popular as more and more people, reluctant to face up to personal responsibility, simply  blame others for the various messes in their lives by invoking the latest version of the slacker’s refrain:  “It’s not my fault - I’m just a victim of circumstances!”

Such a mindset is the perfect anesthetic to quiet a disturbed conscience.  If I can just blame my bad actions on my upbringing, or environment, or lack of opportunity, well, then I can continue ploughing ahead in my selfish pursuits without ever needing to apologize, make amends, or reform my life.

But such a distortion of life is antithetical to every page of the Bible.  Since God created us with free will, each one of us must face the consequences of our choices, and take responsibility for our actions.  The first psalm, the speech of Moses recorded in the book of Deuteronomy, and Christ’s frank presentation of the demands of discipleship all outline the essential central choice of life: turning toward God, or turning away from Him (a.k.a. “sinning”).

In order to get any spiritual benefit from the penitential season of Lent, you and I must begin by clearly realizing and admitting the ways that our own free choices have turned us away from God.  By avoiding the temptation to blame our bad choices on other people or on circumstances beyond our control, after owning up to personal responsibility, we’re then in a position to examine and accept what Jesus offers as the solution to sin.

Daily Retreat 02/06/08

2008 Feb 6 Wed: Ash Wednesday.
Jl 2: 12-18/ Ps 50(51): 3-4. 5-6ab. 12-13. 14 and 17/ 2 Cor 5: 20 -- 6:2/ Mt 6: 1-6. 16-18

From today’s readings:
  “Even now, says the LORD, return to Me with your whole heart, with fasting, and weeping, and mourning....  Have mercy on me, O God, in Your goodness; in the greatness of Your compassion wipe out my offense....  Behold, now is the acceptable time; behold, now is the day of salvation....  When you give alms, when you pray, when you fast....”

Ashes Already!

This year, Easter Sunday is March 23 - the earliest it will be in any of our lifetimes!  Since Easter is early, so is Ash Wednesday, the beginning of our Lenten 40 day preparation for Easter.  But that doesn’t mean we should pretend these early ashes give an excuse to blow off Lent!

Every day, in fact, you and I are faced with prickly reminders of our own mortality, but we can usually ignore them easily enough, at least until we’re faced with grave illness, advanced age, or a major accident.   Although each of us knows that a day of death will come for each of us, naturally (or superstitiously?) enough, we tend to avoid (or at least postpone) dwelling much on that realization.

But the ashes which give the name to this sober (not somber!) day at the start of Lent are intended to move the dusty memories of our mortality from the back to the front of our heads.  With the imposition of ashes, the priest gives the reminder, “Remember man, you are dust, and unto dust you shall return!”

Though some would like to, it does no good to dismiss the priest (or Church) as unduly morbid - the words merely echo what God saw fit to remind Adam of after his fall (cf. Genesis 3:19).  In offering this reminder then, God was not acting like some big bully, facetiously rubbing Adam’s face in the dirt of his mortality.  No, God was merely speaking sobering words that would give Adam and all his children an essentially earthy perspective about life, and though so biblically grounded, not even an atheist would dare to contradict the insight.

“Remember man, you are dust, and unto dust you shall return!”  What other words have you ever heard which were at the same time so humbling, and so inspiring?   They humble us with the dirty truth about what we are, and what we will be, but they inspire us with the unspoken implication that, since my dust, the dust that I am, differs now from the dust at my feet, there’s got to be more to me than just dust!

The “more,” of course, is what is inspired in us - the life breath of God, the share He’s breathed (“in-spired”) in me of His Spirit.  So you and I are not dust blowing in the wind - we’re dust blowing in God’s Spirit!  Thus, every direction we take in life is a choice to either be born up by the Spirit or settle down with the dust that makes us up.

Prayer, fasting, and almsgiving are three disciplines that Jesus specifically recommends that we subject our dust to, giving us the means to pulverize iniquity and  avoid being buried in the contaminated dirt of sin.  Indeed, something heavenly happens when dust is taken up by prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, for even though Lent begins on Ash Wednesday with Adam’s earthy reminder of our limited life on this planet, Lent leads to Easter Sunday and Christ’s celestial promise of eternal life in Heaven!

Friday, February 01, 2008

Daily Retreat 02/05/08

2008 Feb 5 Tue: Agatha, v, mt M
2 Sm 18: 9-10. 14b. 24-25a. 30 – 19: 3/ Ps 85(86): 1-2. 3-4. 5-6/ Mk 5: 21-43

From today’s readings:  “If only I had died instead of you, Absalom, my son, my son!...  Have mercy on me, O Lord, for to You I call all the day....  Talitha koum, which means, Little girl, I say to you, arise!”

David’s Sons

Everyone knows David, and we’ve all read of his son Solomon, but, in fact, David had many children (cf. 1Chronicles 3), a number of whom, however, were degenerate: Amnon, David’s firstborn, raped his sister; Adonijah, another son, tried to establish himself as heir apparent in his father’s final days, and Absalom, David’s third son, led a full-blown rebellion against his father.

Absalom’s revolt is recorded in chapters 15-18 of the Second Book of Samuel.  Today’s first reading recounts the tragic end of the rebellion, when Absalom was killed by Joab, and when the news is reported to the king, his heart breaks, even in spite of Absalom’s sedition.

It’s easy to understand David’s no-win predicament: as king, the death of Absalom the rebel was a victory; as father, the death of Absalom his son was a disconsolate tragedy.  In the end, notwithstanding his own character defects, David’s broken heart proved he was first a father, then a king....

Daily Retreat 02/04/08

2008 Feb 4 Mon: Ordinary Weekday
2 Sm 15: 13-14. 30; 16: 5-13/ Ps 3: 2-3. 4-5. 6-7/ Mk 5: 1-20

From today’s readings:  “Perhaps the LORD will look upon my affliction and make it up to me with benefits for the curses he is uttering this day....  Lord, rise up and save me!....  Go home to your family and announce to them all that the Lord in His mercy has done for you....”

Making the Best of the Worst

While it’s true that David was especially blessed by God, it’s not at all true that David had a particularly charmed life, or anything close to it.  In fact, David’s life was plagued with some of the most awful tragedies anyone can imagine, such as the rebellion raised against him by his own beloved son Absalom.

In David’s case, holy scripture specifically mentions the king’s own sins as the root of his greatest problems.  Without a doubt, wickedness is bound to yield a harvest of rotten fruits, and all of us can recall times in our own lives when our sinfulness led to awful consequences.  But the Bible also records holy and innocent people who had to suffer great catastrophes and evils, such as Job, in the Old Testament, and most of all, Jesus, in the New Testament, who was holy and wholly innocent as well.

So, what exactly are we to do when the worst happens in our lives?  Well, like David, we need to begin with the searching honesty of owning up to our own past sins and mistakes, which so often are a big part of our problems.  Remember, even the most sincere repentance and confession doesn't mean that all of the unfortunate consequences of our sins simply disappear!  In the end, David wasn't punished for his sins, so much as he was punished by his sins - the evil aftermath of his turning away from God plagued him so much of the rest of his life.

But then, there are also times when our troubles and tragedies are not due directly to our own sins, or else perhaps it seems they go beyond any sense of just retribution.  In all cases, whatever the degree of our own fault, we must strive to make the most of the situation.  David reasoned that, by his penance of putting up with Shimei’s unjust insults, there was the opportunity to call upon God’s mercy.  In acting thus, David was prophetically but imperfectly anticipating the practice of uniting one’s sufferings with the redemptive suffering of Jesus.

Perhaps the most incredible claim of Christian faith is that all suffering in this life, just and unjust, can be ennobled and transformed by uniting it to the redemptive sufferings of Christ.  Although none of us can completely explain how that works, the unanimous witness of all the saints testifies that it does indeed work, so an essential, but admittedly most difficult part of Christian discipleship is the embrace of the Cross of Christ, in whatever way it is found in our own lives.

Daily Retreat 02/03/08

2008 Feb 3 SUN: FOURTH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME
Zep 2: 3; 3: 12-13/ Ps 145(146): 6-7. 8-9. 9-10/ 1 Cor 1: 26-31/ Mt 5: 1-12a

From today’s readings: “Seek the LORD, all you humble of the earth, who have observed His law; seek justice, seek humility....  The LORD raises up those who were bowed down....  God chose the lowly and despised of the world....  Blessed are the meek.... ”

Formula for Success

Paradoxically enough, one of the essential marks of Christian greatness is humility.   Not just humility in graciously accepting lavish compliments, not just humility in quietly making the most of one’s own strengths, but practiced humility that permeates one’s entire life, polishing the soul with a glow quite akin to holiness.

You see, humility is not self-effacement or self-debasement, though the terms are often mistakenly interchanged.  If a man stands six feet tall, plainly there’s no virtue at all in stooping to say, “Don’t mind me - I’m just five foot three!”  Nor is there much humility to see when a woman of true beauty feigns to disarm her charm with a practiced aside, “I’m such a homely old bride!”

In truth, humility is truth, nothing more, nothing less.  But never just a fleeting, momentary truth - always, instead, humility highlights truth certified from the standpoint of eternity.  

So if you are rich, nothing prevents you from embracing humility.  Granted, your own hard labor has enriched your wealth, but Providence provided that very strength to work, and had a hand in every opportunity to make the work worthwhile, and necessarily other people figured too in your formula for success - humility clearly accounts for all this!

Are you intelligent?  Surely your studies have sharpened your mind, but the Omniscient put that head on your shoulders, and others too have fed your hunger for knowledge, and humility knows such!  Yes, your formidable strength has been tuned and toned with exercise, but, as Paul writes, “no flesh may boast before God,” for  ’twas the Creator Himself who gave you the breath of life, and molded you with muscles to use, so Mother and others could teach you to walk - humility does not skip such steps!

Humility is hard truth, so often does one stumble on the road to become humble.  But Zephaniah the prophet urges that we do more than merely meekly taking the hard knocks of life - humility, like justice, must be positively sought and pursued!

But how easy and how often does the pursuit of humility turn into such a vain chase!  No hunter alone, though skilled and mighty, can net such prey; but prayer alone, fulfilled to God Almighty, can catch such quarry!

For Jesus revealed His own formula of success - not just for Him, but also for us:  Blessed are the poor in spirit, blessed are they who mourn, blessed are the meek, blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness, blessed are the merciful, blessed are the pure of heart, blessed are the peacemakers, blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness, - blessed are all these who humbly mirror our blessed Lord, who merely humbled Himself to bless our world!

Daily Retreat 02/02/08

2008 Feb 2 Sat: PRESENTATION OF THE LORD F
Mal 3: 1-4/ Ps 23(24): 7. 8. 9. 10/ Heb 2: 14-18/ Lk 2: 22-40

From today’s readings:  “And suddenly there will come to the temple the LORD whom you seek....  Reach up, you ancient portals, that the King of glory may come in!...  He had to become like His brothers in every way....  Now, Master, You may let Your servant go in peace, according to Your word, for my eyes have seen Your salvation....”

Presenting...JESUS!

Malachi prophesied that “suddenly there will come to the temple the LORD whom you seek.”  Simeon was on hand when the prophecy was fulfilled, and he appended some additional verses of prophecy, both about the Child and His Mother.

And about us!  In his beautiful prayer, Simeon recognized in Christ the “light for the revelation of the gentiles.”  Where would we be without light?  In darkness, of course!    And so, where darkness remains in our lives and in our nations, it’s clear that the light of Christ must be brought to bear in order to dispel those shadows.  

Mary and Joseph were entrusted with the Christ Child, and they presented Him to the Lord and to those such as Simeon and Anna who were waiting and searching for Him.   In the intimate moment of receiving the Eucharist, each communicant is likewise entrusted with the Body of Christ - so each of us, like Mary and Joseph, have the divine privilege of re-presenting Him as we turn to God in reverent gratitude, and then, letting our lives shine with His light, we turn to present Him anew to all in the world who are still waiting and searching for Him!